I may have gotten myself a summer job. A shitty, minimum wage summer job - but a job nonetheless. Now, she just needs to send me the offer so that I can accept it.

Everyone’s graduation pictures are coming up on my news feed and I don’t think I’ll be able to handle it in when I graduate in 2 years. I’m not gonna be ready. I can’t. I can’t leave the people that I’ve met. They’re too amazing.

I just found out that my cousin is coming over today - but it’s not a cousin that I really interact with much so this is gonna be awkward. And I’ve only interacted with him with his parents around so… yeah. And tomorrow it’s going to be just us so I don’t really know what that’s going to be like… This will be an interesting day…

gonna go apply to jobs. maybe someone will want me. hopefully.

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literally left at 11 to look for jobs. Walked around for an hour. Then came home at 12 and have been filling out applications online since then. It is now 2 -_____-